Would you date a whore?

You’re either a call girl or girlfriend – you can’t be both…unless you want to be more emotionally fucked up than you already must be to even consider a life as an escort.

Okay, i decided to be single; to live on my own; to focus on growing my own business.  I decided to be strong and independent and happy.  I choose all of things.  They are all based on self-reliance, on doing things on my own and for myself.    So, here i am, I’ve accomplished everything with prowess.  I have my house, which, although not yet complete, i have worked hard to renovate all by myself, my business is really taking off and i’m beginning to live the entrepreneurial dream and, yep, i’m single.

Am i happy?  Yes, yes i am.  My mum, who seems to look at me like i have gone off the rails and have rebelled against life in spite of men and in defiance on behalf of all women worldwide, as if to try and instill a moment of enlightenment, asked me: in which part of your life were you most happy?  My reply – now.

When i think about why, i think, i don’t have anything weighing me down.  By that i mean, when i’m spending time with friends, i am there, in the moment, enjoying spending time with them.  I don’t have to worry about all of the many things that most couples have to think about when in a relationship and all of the little petty niggles that plague and rot away at marriages.  It makes me question, are men and women even compatible inside of a relationship?  I mean, a conventional one.

The best relationship i had was with a married man.  I didn’t have to worry about being cheated on because i was the one he was cheating with.  We only saw one another when we both wanted to and so we were always fresh and happy to see one another.  We lived inside of a carefree almost fantasy based world where we shared all of the exciting aspects of life and not the mundane boring parts.  We didn’t live together, so i didn’t have to clean up after him, or him after me.  There were no arguments over finance and spending.  No doubt that nature set out to put men and women together but i just don’t think they are naturally meant to be inside of a conventional relationship.

I look at myself, i can’t possibly be in a relationship while i am an escort.  However, what blows my mind is, is how many clients actually seem to develop, maybe not ‘feelings’ but try to envisage you in a relationship.  They ask why you choose to be an escort and tell you that you’re marriage material.  But what is stark about this is that they actually hold  a view that there are ‘different types’ of woman; the ones who should be ‘confined’ to a marriage where they are ‘rewarded’ by being able to ‘behave’ themselves and, by contrast, there is a type that are just reserved for fucking.  Either type are a construct of how they fit around men.

Some men are actually angered by the fact that i make money from them.  They cannot accept the fundamental principle of escorting, which is that, while men continue to be steered by their cock  women will always have the upper hand financially and have the power to make money doing something that they will never be able to compete with.  Sex, which is the thing that has suppressed woman since the beginning of time, is, in fact, ultimately what sets them above men in every other sense.

I can’t help thinking that to settle into a conventional relationship would be like settling for being a lesser person.  What’s worse is that, when i do think about  relationship, it’s always when i think about how much easier it would be to have someone to meet me half way financially or even to share the rota of putting the bins out on bin night hahaha.  Really, honestly, i don’t hate men but i’m really only interested in them when they can enhance my life or even when i just want a bit of fun.  Many women reading my blog will hate me, and i get that, but really, they are hating me because, ironically, i’m behaving in such a way that goes against the view of how women must behave – the view that suffocates them, that controls them, that stops them from being free and grasping life in exactly the same way that men do every single day without judgement.  Fuck conventional relationships … they don’t even exist!

 

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2 Replies to “Would you date a whore?”

    1. Hey Luke … pure freedom that suits you both! Great stuff. Open relationships are very strong – non-open relationships don’t stand the test. Sex is a pleasure so indulge and enjoy. Thanks for your comment . Lucy xx

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