Being a full-time whore…

I’ve always carried out escorting around my work establishing my new business.  Living alone and having to pay all he usual stuff; mortgage; bills; all of life’s other things.

Last week, i was due to deliver a seminar…i was gutted the day before when i had to turn down five times that amount for just an hour and a half’s work as an escort.

I mean… what would you do…?  Obviously, i maintained my professional integrity as so many people were counting on me; morally, the help and support that over 100 people were relying upon has to come before someone’s need to get their end away.

But … it got me thinking and it got me thinking like i’d never thought before.  Quality of life – why would i work myself stupid doing something that its’t without its stress…when i could work so much less for so much more.

You may think, well, okay escorting may provide you with more money, but your career and profession is your passion.  I say – no.  No – why can’t i have it all?  What can’t i just do what i like?

I like sex; i’m good at sex.  Sex allows me to have a better quality of life; i can see my family and friends more often and do the things that i enjoy.

I’m not ashamed.

Again…i’m. not. ashamed.

So many times, i hear my friends say: when a man has sex with a lot of women he’s a player, someone held in high-esteem, but when a woman does the same, she’s a slag.  This is hardly a pioneering and enlightening statement – so why are we still so shocked by it.   It is what it is – the truth…women are thought about differently to men, at least in mainstream thinking.

If you’ve read my earlier posts, you’ll know i deviated from the restrictions of mainstream thinking a long time ago.  My mind is my own and i shape my own fucking thoughts.  I’m an honors academic – i’m intelligent and bright.  Why and how would mainstream ever be enough for me.  My mind has wings.

Let me tell you, many women gain some sort of comfort from calling people like me a slut; a whore; a bitch; a slag … but i’ll also tell you that this doesn’t put off your boyfriend or husband.  Instead, it only puts you off from being just as liberated and uninhibited, which is what you hide behind… and what keeps you in your place.  In my view, there’s two types of women – a wife, a girlfriend and then a whore – neither represents the bad version of the good …. i want to be a whore every single time.

So, i’ve been thinking of becoming a full time whore because if i’m honest …. maybe the business was one of two things: a situation that opened me up to escorting, where as before i never would have, and secondly a ‘justification’ to be an escort in itself.   I don’t need to justify myself.

Have i lowered myself, have i quit my aspirations?  No, being a full-time escort is the intelligent option …. i make more money for doing less.  I still have my brain … and have more opportunity to invest and grow… i’m not a silly girl…certainly not silly enough not to take this opportunity.

Will i be a ‘conveyor-belt’ hooker …. no, oh no …. as i’ve said before, my fees are only to be afforded by the most discerning and afford they do because i offer them something that they will never forget.  Men always return and always pay what i’m worth … everything is based upon quality not quantity.  I have a few rich clients.  I know my worth, men see me as an investment into themselves, a luxury.

Life is too short not to become a fucking full-time whore hahaha.

 

 

 

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