No. 1 Hooker Rule: don’t start fancying your client …. no matter how H.O.T

Wow…soooo fucking tasty!!  I have to share and relish the ‘urge to merge’ hahaha.

As a hooker, you act – that’s all.  Like i’ve said before, it’s purely the mechanics of sex; a cock in in a vagina and a little bit of ohh-ing and ahhh-ing.  It’s not deceptive because don’t forget men are not emotionally attached to sex like women are (again, based on the no-bullshit, say it as it is realness, assumptions of ‘most’ men and women  for which i don’t apologise for because it’s true).  Don’t get me wrong, i’m quite a gifted ohh-er and ahhh-er.  In fact, if there was an oscar prize for the role of:  best female slut – i’d own it!  “I, just want to say a huge thanks to my parents, who without them i would have no one to make so proud every day for the number of men i can quite effortlessly move through.  I’d also like to thank all of the assholes that have allowed me to realize my ambition of becoming a complete slut and their wives who happily refuse them sex.”  As we see – there is no lack of complete drama here.

So, as i’ve said before ‘hooker-sex’ is totally different to sex with someone you have a relationship with.  I’m not talking about a ‘conventional’ relationship, simply because sex inside of a conventional relationship generally tends to be shit and more obligatory than ‘hooker sex’.  So, if you see the same client regularly, there is the chance that you build up a ‘relationship’ with them to some degree…sometimes, but not always, this translates across into the sex and when this happens – mechanics switch to pure animal nature.

That transition is not gradual, it’s like – BANG!  So instant that it’s like a hit of addictiveness.  So distinct and instantaneous that i can account to exactly when that WOW-bomb hit and landed in wet-want-you-now lady-land.  I’d just finished giving his cock some very slow and tentatively teasing attention, whilst looking up to capture the most intense lustful eye-locking glances in between his eyes rolling back and closing in complete ecstasy.  Those moments, where his eyes broke their gaze with mine, that was the moment i felt his entire body to become owned by all consuming pleasure that i was creating.

But…that WASN’T ‘thee’ moment.  That moment came when i laid my body over his, feeling his hard yet juicy cock on my tummy, just inches in front of where i wanted it to be deep inside, and met my lips with his.  The way they came together and just ‘didn’t move’ just …. just … were connected in the most horniest, yummiest and tastiest connection.  WOW.  Who is providing who with the service here…?  Hahaha!

There’s nothing to say that a hooker cant enjoy and experience pleasure with a client – but this was just something … er …else.  As i’ve said so many times, escorting is a fast and furious learning curve. The rule that was broken here wasn’t enjoying things a little too much, but was actually letting it change the fundamentals of a client-escort relationship.  This is the biggest and easiest mistake to make in escorting because the service is in the form of something that instinctively natural in humans – sex.  However, as humans we also have the intelligence and will power not to cross lines no matter how organically natural they are.

We met outside of the arranged meets and had sex.  We enjoyed the people we were…well, i did.  Don’t get me wrong, i enjoyed my time with him because we had fun and not because i had what people refer to as ‘feelings’ for him.  Fun is a feeling, but the term, develop ‘feelings’ is typically used by most people to infer the notion of love or falling in love – it was never that.  He on the other hand had issues with not paying for sex, because he felt that this made it an ‘affair’ and that this was cheating; where as fucking a hooker isn’t.  Hashtag – Whatever!

I may be well acquainted with the dick – but i am not one.  His need to ‘pay’ for sex was not to spare his wife the hurt of betrayal and cheating – it was instead a way of rationalising behaviour that is fucking devastating for any woman whatever the reason behind it.  There were other reasons behind his need to pay for sex, all of which were selfish and existed to serve him only.  He can’t be assed with any emotional investment yet he doesn’t believe he should have to pay for sex because, like most males, they are full of expectancy and self-entitlement.  Another complete dickhead perspective – men can’t deal with women making more money than them because money is power… how ironic that it is their weakness and addiction that provides women with a platform for generating money to an extent that they will never be able to compete with.

So, he doesn’t want an affair and he doesn’t want to pay for sex – talk about wanting it all on your own terms … he’s actually created a desire for something that doesn’t exist.

One of the reasons for being single is to harden myself to the reality of how selfish men are and cut myself off from the impact of their egocentrism.  I can ruthlessly cut off any man who just doesn’t offer me anything anymore.  I certainly know i got what i wanted; why can women not want and seek red hot sex…but now, now he’s served his purpose i’m able to cut him off.  The reply to his next Whatsapp will be:

Done, dusted … it was good while it lasted.

Nexttttt!!! Hahaha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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