A letter of resignation – Yours Sincerely, Whore

How does a whore let her clients know that she’s no longer an escort?

Kinda weird but i was just honest and said that i had decided to give a relationship a go.

I think i did this partially for two reasons; one to let them know that there was another male on the scene; so don’t mess me about – and disappear as fast and with as little fuss as you’d like me to spur your relationship with your wife and; two because the majority of the time near enough all of them asked me why i didn’t have a special someone in my life.

All of them gave warm and genuine response and said that my new gut was very lucky.  Odd really because which man, when considering the perfect attribute in a woman would choose a hooker?  Just goes to show that men’s brains really are in their trousers as by default they thought about how my new boyfriend would have exclusivity to red hot fucking on-tap with me and ‘that body’ of mine.

…no, to be fair, these men, despite fucking around behind their wives’ backs, they took the time to be nice and show a genuine interest in me.  They were kind and never disrespectful toward me and i’ll always appreciate that.  Because they saw me as vulnerable, whether that be true or not, i think they felt needed and that fulfills a lot in a man, even more than sex.  For that reason, i was sad to say goodbye to these men even though i was so happy to be walking away from escorting.

I hadn’t realised it at the time but getting out of escorting is one of the hardest things to do; you become reliant upon it.  I am so grateful to have found a reason worth making me take that step.

So, for the first time in a long time, here i am ready to start a relationship and the butterflies just fluttered in my tummy writing that.  If i’m honest, i’m scared…